About Me

I hate my life. It’s lost all it’s potential. I’m not going to find love. I’m never going to hold a son or daughter in my arms. I’m so sceptical that I’m sceptical of scepticism. I am becoming doubt at the age of 23. To top it all off, I have ALS/MND which basically means I’m going to be 100% paralysed. And I Mean 100%. I am alone.

Ok. This is me.


Male. My name is Allan. I was born on 24/11/1989. I live in Manchester, UK. I was a born again christian with an open mind since 2008 and doubt won in 2013. I am an agnostic. I am currently in a process of analysing my faith and I am not sure what the outcome will be but I do have serious doubts. I was Studying Theology BA (HONS) Degree but gave up due to health reasons. I  have a BTEC ND in Music Technology. I Had Symptoms for ALS/MND in 2010, formally diagnosed in 2011. (Go to My Illness for details, or Google it.) Interests include Music, football, faith, books and other things. Ask me anything. 


This me.



This is my dog Theo.



From 2008-2009



2009-2010



2010-2011



2011-2012



2012-2013